The note says:
Together or Not
and it talks about me clearing my attic after 15 years and finding this page. And the fact that how I’ll remember a certain moment.
If I were to be honest with you — I’ve cleaned my drawer where these notes rest a few times this year already. What does a drowning man hold on to? While I should have picked my phone up and called but I cannot. There is no courage in me and it never got easy. I wonder about it every other day if not every day.
This time when I keep these notes back I’ll make a promise like the last time that I won’t look into it again. I won’t undo my efforts anymore but I falter and I open the drawer and I reach out to the bottom and take these out. I read them and the clock resets itself. I get back to the place where I started from. Ready to walk all over again?